When you're a kid you can't wait to grow up, you're always in such a hurry to get older. Your parents who know better, try to tell you to enjoy being a kid while you can, you have all of the rest of your life to be a grown up, doesn't it just blow that you never understand this until its too late? I'm happy to be who I am, I have a lot of memories that I cherish, I don't have any regrets, there are a lot of people in my life who I am grateful to know and that I love. So why is it I feel like I'm getting old so fast? I have a lot of events in my life that I'm looking forward to, but I don't want to get any older, and I'm afraid as I get older I may begin to have regrets, that maybe I only have so much time left to be "young" and I should take advantage of it but I'm not quite sure how . . . I don't know . . . think I'm awfully confused about how I feel about getting older . . . I have yet to get to the age of wisdom =)' . . . Happy Birthday to me =/
